I feel a bit better by now sorry to all of you who seemed concerned. let's see... boring life umm... been being yelled at for programing a bit more latly. still wish more people would post here. I believe exactly 2 people check this on a semi regular basis. down from about 6 or 10 in it's heyday lol. alot of people wander in off the net silently read the blogs and drift away again .. many one time readers so I must not have any staying power. it's interesting knoledge of audience seems directly related to ability to talk. whitch is why i think the whole myspace blog thing took off, there you know your core audience of readers. I supose you could say the same thing for other places but when you build your own space it begins empty and since it's boom of popularity myspace is never freaking empty.it's sad because i originally saw myspace as a wonderous tool to get lesser than net savy friends addicted to the net it seems the crack worked too good and the rest of the net stays a mystery for most of said people, i have to go but perhps i will rant more about myspace later.