私はいつの日か自分自身を許すように

May I someday forgive myself for what I am about to do.

This is a web-log entry. I am blogging. I am a blogger. Here is a
blog I wrote. kann i für das Blogging verdammt werden. God it really
doesn't matter how I say it it still sounds dirty. Anyway I figured a
blog along with a little desktop blogging software was going to be the
best way to get myself to post some content(for content breeds content
and i like content). I set up Drupal (working on un branding it to make it match my site) and am using Ecto
in case anyone ever cares. All in all the hardest part turned out to be
figuring out how to set up the SQL database without command line access
to my host. But I digress This first post should really be about
warning people :


1. if your a spelling or grammar fascist welcome to your hell, I
often go on and on in long run on sentences that are speld badley
(luckily for you this program has a spellchecker hope for your sake i
use it) and never seem to end in a stream of consciousness type of way
that may sometimes contain onomonopia for POW effect numbers 2
represent words. and once in a while the sin of all sins one of the
rudest things you can do online tYPe wItH wEIRd cASes.


2. I dislike smilies' or emoticons or whatever you want to call them
I prefer [joy] TAGS [/joy] and sometimes descriptions of what is
happening may sneak in in some form of tag or another [takes sip of
green tea]


3.I am different and open-minded. so I may say things that you think
are shit(oh yea I curse too) but I think the best thing that could
happen is that someone posts a different opinion and we discuss it.
Still if you are stuck in bitchy mode or you keep saying the same
things over and over and i don't mean try and explain the same things
different ways i mean the same thing I think some moderation on my part
will be in order.


4. I don't want to be part of your group or club or customer-base or
whatever and if you and your friends wanna be l33+ and flame or dos my
ass I can't think of anyone who would care but I think destruction of
any data be it stupid or not is wrong. with that being said badmouth me
to your friends all you want.[smile][/smile]


5. I'm gonna stop now... at some other point in time when i wanna
write again i will. if you want to read my every blog(don't know why
you would but...) get a program to tell you when i post again cause god
only knows when it will be.


All that being said This is my first post to a blog I would like to
think that I have gotten past the preverbal frat house paddling part of
blogging and can now lay back with my beer(blog software) and drink
deeply(blog away) with only minor ass pain. thank you for joining me on
this quest!


we can always HOPE.